The Ever to Neverland is Forever.

I hate everyting right now.

2011-07-27T21:47:00.001-07:00

I hate everyting right now.

"Look at my Precious Moments

2010-09-23T19:51:00.001-07:00

"Look at my Precious Moments Bible! Way to not have a table of contents."

BIRTHDAY;

2010-05-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

four days.
nuff said.
(:

I'm getting nerrrrrvous.

2010-04-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

I love looking up Sweeney Todd and finding lovely animated fanpics(:>

if you're wondering who they are:

(in order from left to right, top to bottom)

((followed by the cast member of OUR production))

-Johanna(Charlotte Hendrix)

-Judge Turpin(Graham Zielinski)

-Sweeney Todd(Pauley Francisco)

-Anthony(meeeeeeeee, Jared Folds)

-Tobias(Abby Laiewski)

-Ms. Lovett(Moriah Abu-sal)

Beware!

2010-03-10T05:32:00.000-08:00

Sweeney Todd Has Come To Greenville?

Say what? That's right. I am rather excited to inform you that Sweeney Todd, movie by Tim Burton which was based upon the original play Sweeney Todd, the Demon Barber of Fleet Street by Christopher Bond, has officially been casted for Mann Show at J.L. Mann High School in Greenville, SC. It will be our Spring production and is in the works. Students received their casting roles on Tuesday, March 09, 2010 and the first cold read-through is this afternoon.

EEEEEEEK, hope someone brought snacks. Oh wait. I did. :)

At first word of this, I must say, I was a tad bit worried we wouldn't get approved. In the Bible Belt HIGH SCHOOLS, the wqhole gorey scene isn't that highly looked upon by the adul;t society. Upon hearing that it WAS in fact approved by our principal, we students went to work. We have currently been watching the movie in order to get a feel for it and the auditions were a blast. We had quite a number of people try out and were sad that only a few were able to be given main speaking parts.

I, however, was given the part of AnthonyHope. "As his name suggests, throughout the play, Anthony is a cheerful, optimistic, country born young ship's first mate. He is a loyal friend to Sweeney, whom he courageously saved from drowning. In his determination to save the woman he loves, he faces threats from Judge Turpin and the Beadle, which include incarceration. His innocence emerges, however, when he is unable to shoot Mr. Fogg." (Answers.com)

Anthony Hope
(From the film version by Tim Burton)

I really hope all of you can make it! I will post dates of when the play will be open to the public eye in the near future. (:

have a great day, everyone.

kay, so hey.

2010-01-13T07:40:00.000-08:00

I don't really know how this is gonna go. I'm basically just writing off the top of my head. I'm sitting here in Computer Apps, a joke of a class. We aren't really learning... anything. I got this great new hat from my aunt, http://fiberdeviant.blogspot.com [: you should check her stuff out. She is absolutely brilliant when it comes to fiber work. I love the heck out of her.

Life has been kind of stressful lately. A lot of moving and frustration right here at mid-term time. not good. :\ I have too much on my mind with studying every night to be worried about moving and bills and adult stuff. I'm only sixteen, you know?

I currently have the Blue's Clues song stuck in my head along with Lady Gaga. Wierd combination. :) But that's me. Crazy all around.

TWEET TWEET.
birdy says.

so tell me a secret
and I'll give you a story
of how it was meant to be
just you and me
forever and always
till the end of time,
like old days.

I love you.

I know I'mma dork, but

2010-01-05T15:46:00.001-08:00

I know I'mma dork, but I simply cannot wait untill 01/11/10. I'LL CALL IT ALIEN DAY. The sequence of numbers looks too cool to me. :S

MERRY CHRISTMAS! <3 <3 <3

2009-12-24T21:08:00.001-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
<3 <3 <3
[: :]

formspring.me

2009-12-21T22:15:00.001-08:00

whatcha doing?

chillin' like a villain, yourselfff?

Shoot me a rainbow through my veins...

formspring.me

2009-12-21T22:08:00.001-08:00

ASK ME STUFFS.

kthnxbai.

Shoot me a rainbow through my veins...

formspring.me

2009-12-20T16:01:00.001-08:00

describe your first kiss.

haven't had it yet; is that sad?

Ask me anything

formspring.me

2009-12-19T09:18:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/JareyJealousy

formspring.me

2009-12-18T13:37:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/JareyJealousy

Damn it. I just lost

2009-10-27T16:22:00.001-07:00

Damn it. I just lost the game.

2009-10-25T18:44:00.001-07:00

The coolest kids you'll never know.

@MirandaEryn and @CameronLeyers .

I love you, MirandaErynMorley.

2009-08-23T08:29:00.000-07:00

This is my best friend in the entire world.

without her in my life, I would be a wreck. she has been there with me for the ups and downs. she is a fighter, a lover and an all-around amazing person. today is her birthday. :D I could not have been prouder. she is a life changer.

I LOVE YOU. <3

Partners In Crime.

2009-07-16T12:38:00.001-07:00

We be killas. RAWR BETCH. :D That be me and MartyTheFightuh. We are too fly. So be jealous.

April 11(SATURDAY!) is SecondhandSerenade @TheHand

2009-04-09T07:08:00.001-07:00

April 11(SATURDAY!) is SecondhandSerenade @TheHandlebar in Greenville SC tix are $21 get em early! SPEAD THE WORD!

Love. :)

2009-04-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

its not a phase, its life. give help and spread the word. the word is love.
- tick, tick.

car rides :)

2009-04-03T16:28:00.001-07:00

car rides are boring, unless its a beautiful day like this one and you're super hyperrr. :)
- tick, tick.

SNOW. :)

2009-03-02T06:35:00.000-08:00

eh.

2009-02-23T18:58:00.000-08:00

Which do you like best? One?

stylin like you wish you could :)

2009-02-15T11:48:00.000-08:00

Vest+cool band tshirt and shades with converse= always a nice combination. :)
*jbear. :)

"we were both young when

2009-02-15T10:34:00.001-08:00

"we were both young when I first saw you. I close my eyes and the flashback starts."-- little did i know right?
*jbear. :)

more photoshop pictures. :)

2009-02-14T16:40:00.000-08:00

Back off betch. haha :]

2009-02-06T13:00:00.000-08:00

Staring at an open door
frightful of he other side
venturing forward never more
I juts sit and hide.
looking back, I start to run
quivering and cowering
its just begun
my new life no need for chains
no more bonds
a new direction
I am free.
no more lies
no longer waiting
you've changed me
this is truth
no rythm
no path
nothing to hold me back
it's freestyle
like it
hate it
just anticipate it
I am here.

Last night, 'twas funnn :)

2009-01-24T12:43:00.000-08:00

^Justin^ ^Lauren^

Okay, so iI was super bored and knew I was going to be home alone last night.

While talkin to Justin, he was like, "You wanna hang out?"

Which shocked me cause why would a senior wanna hang with me?

But it was a blast, and I made a new friend. :)

YAY!

But yeah we went downtown and chilled just walkin and talkin and then went to the mall and ate BREAD :) at Panera Bread! It was quite delicious.

I was like, super hyperrrr and Lauren was like, "You make us look like druggies, us just sittin around in a circle with the munchies(referring to the bread) and you bein' crazy."

We all got a augh out of that! :)

Then we went to Justin's place and watched Dirty Jobs or whatever that show is called.

HE WAS SKINNING AND GRINDING COWS.

Omg grosssss.

So yeah, My night turned out to be a really, really good night when all I thought to happen was me being lonely.

Thanks Justin. :)

Brunch at Texas Steakhouse :)

2009-01-24T12:30:00.001-08:00

:) Brunch today was fantastic! :) I know what you're thinking, "Jared, aren't you vegetarian?" Yes, I am. :) and corny too :) But, I had fried -joy- catfish, a baked potato and a house salad. :) It was humongous and delicious! :) Two thumbs up :)
*jbear. :)

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First Day At Charter. :]

2009-01-17T10:27:00.001-08:00

Yeah, that was me, before school.
Nervous as all get out.
But the day went suprisingly well. :]

Woke up at six thirty and did my morning routine, left at seven thirty, and got to school.

=/

It was a bit nerve-wrecking at first.
To start off, Mom couldn''t figure out where to drop me off at and I was like,
"Just let me out... GEEZ!"
rofl

Then, when I got into the school, I was like,
"Heyyy... Mr. Bayne... It's, uh, me?"

And he took me to his office to give me my schedule:
1-PE(What a way to start your day.)
2-Biology
3- English 3
Lunch
4-World History
5- Algebra 2
6-Spanish
and my day ends there.

Of course I had to go on a day that was a half-day, so all of my classes were scheduled muy ritardo.
haha.

We only have three classes on Fridays, because we get out at 1:50.

So I only had 2, 4, & 6.

Next week, I'll have 1, 3, & 5.

JOY! :]

blah.

So, Mr. Bayne set me off to class with this girl, Katie(all I know at first.)

So I'm like, "..Okay. Katie.."

Never once registered that my friend Krista had warned about a Katie at Charter, hah.

So throughout the day, KATIE led me around and got gradually more annoying, snotty, and JUDGEMENTAL.

So we are on our way to lunch(with guess who? Katie.) By this time I'm looking EVERYWHERE for a place to turn around and back out of this, and as we are leaving the lunch line she asks me to hold her bag, so she could put her coke in it. So, this other girl, I don't know her name, reaches out to grab it and I let her. But, I grab the other side at the same, ever-so-lightly, to hold it open.

Katie drops her coke in it, and the girl lets go!

SO katie NACHOS go flying and land on my arm... ON MY ARM!

So now I have a CHEESE STAIN ON MY SLEEVE! ugh..

Then, (It gets better after lunch, thank God.) I go to sit with the friends I already had at Charter and find out I have some classses with them. YAY!!

And the rest of my day went good, smoothe and laid back.

I still miss my JL Mann kids TONS. :[

Never forget..

Told You We Howl Together. :]

2009-01-16T12:56:00.001-08:00

Me and Jack.

Howling at a passing siren. :]

Dad's side of the fams. :]

2009-01-07T20:28:00.000-08:00

This is my dad's side of the fams. :) They are.. haha, special. XP I love them to death, well, most of the time. I have a step-mom=Jan, ...dad=Tony, brother=Toby, sister=Carri, brother-in-law=Chris, sister-in-law=Karen, 4 nieces=Kelsey, Jenna, Crislin, and Kendyl, and a nephew=Deverik. :]
I hardly ever get to see them and it sucks. :( But when I do, I make it worthwhile. :)
jbear&ndj :)

More art I guess. :]

2009-01-07T20:16:00.000-08:00

Okay, this is some art that I've created with the help of Photoshop.com. :] The last one is a picture of my bestest best friend Shelby. :] What do ya think? :)
jbear&ndj :)

Art.

2009-01-01T12:03:00.001-08:00

A painting I did, kinda of an abstract sun.

A drawing sketch I did for my ToWriteLoveOnHerArms interests.

^The bottom of my piece.^

Piece of phtography / art I guess.

I call it converse love, haha!

Another piece of converse love. :]

The Pack.

2008-12-31T14:06:00.001-08:00

THE LEADER OF THE PACK.

The one, the only,

UNCLE BILL!

(Jubal, Gabriel, Jack)

(Jared, Jordan, Julie)

one hell of a team!

OH YEAH!

Look at these studs and gals :D

We raced coming back ,

all three dogs + all three humans

It was BEAST!

Journal.

2008-12-31T13:01:00.001-08:00

Okay, so I really don't know why but I feel the urge to make a journal out of this somehow.

Today, I am happy with a glint of sadness. I watched Seven Pounds last night[not spoiling anything I swear] and it made me think of my friend who died, named Russell. He was horribly injured in a car crash a week before the beach-house fire that killed the seven college students from USC and Clemson, also right around the time one of my friends' brother died.

I wanted to take the time to say...

Dear God,
Why...? Why did you take the lives of these... these children. Children with lives ahead of them, with futures and families. Why did you take them away from their parents, siblings, friends and other loved ones? Why did we have to take such heartbreak and pain into our hearts and onto our shoulders?
I know there is a reason for everything, but I can't possibly imagine a reason for this. For some this was nothing, someone they didn't know, someone they never would. For others this was someone they loved, maybe even the only person or persons they believed they had. Every one of these souls had a reason, a place amongst this place of which we abide. So, why?
Now that I've asked why, I have but one more request. Please let them know we love them. Let them know the things they had yet to learn here on earth. Let them be happy and free, wherever they are. Please watch over them and watch over their families. Please bring cheer back into the lives of those remaining and help them to stand strong.
Sincerely,
Questioning...

I wish I could see his face,
touch his skin with such a grace.
Hold him close
just to feel the warmth
of being with the one I love
instead of me being here
and him up above.
Dear God,
make me a bird
so that maybe I could fly
fly high in the sky
through the clouds
against the wind
so that I may see his shimmering existence.
I know he can't hear but I love him so
rest in peace, my dear Russell.

If you are reading this, say a prayer for those families and loved ones that are missing someone they hold dear, someone that is no longer near.

Thank you.

Car rides + fun times = cramped situations :]

2008-12-31T12:41:00.001-08:00

POOR JULIE! :D

"Why do they both have to be on my lap?!" - Julie :D

^Jack + Julie^

^Jubal^

^Me and Jack^

A car ride with Jack and Jubal to pick up Jordan from work. :] Fun times and cramped situations. Poor Julie. :) Both dogs on one skinny lap. Hahaha XD

JORDAN THE COFFEE KING :]

2008-12-31T10:47:00.000-08:00

Jordan[Borscht von Bolt] working hard at making his adoring fans a treat they will remember!

Look at that service!

Jordan made us coffee after lunch at Saffron's! :) He looks so professional at his job! I got an espresso and Julie got a latte. They were fantastically splendiferous yummy lil treats! :)

ilovendj. :)

Wednesday Lunch at Saffron's :]

2008-12-31T10:00:00.000-08:00

FOOD XD

Delicious "cooling rice pudding" :]

Look at the pretty decorations!

Looks like someone is enjoying their naan! :]

^Julie[JulieIsWHOA]^

LUNCH: Saffron Indian Cuisine. :)
Two thumbs way up! :]
Possibly one of the best restarants I've ever been to! Poor Jordan had to miss it because of work. :( It was super delicious! :]
ilovendj. :)

Haha I'm a dinosaur! RAWER!! XD

2008-12-31T00:29:00.000-08:00

YAY!! I'm a triceratops! :) Hahahaha. Inside joke. :)
Love you to you know who you are! :)
ilovendj. :)

A poem entitled simply put, You

2008-12-30T23:25:00.000-08:00

as i gaze into the very eyes

impossible thoughts penetrate my wall

my wall built to keep it out

keep me out... keep you out

bleeding on the inside

wound-less on the surface

torn to shreds with no evidence

no scars, marks or reasons to believe

no urge to continue

and yet i must

for a dying cause or is it lost

to you, to me..to the outside world looking in

my mind still wanting

i try to shut it out

but you always seep back through

all the way to the core

ow.. it makes me sore.

the bitterness, the pain

your face... your presence

i love those lips and hair

your inside and out

but forever mine you are not

an emptiness with no hope of content

a bottomless pit of thorns

and yet a hint of sunshine

dull but true

yes.. its you.

even though you are gone

you're here, with me.

the feeling i crave

the need to behave

before insanity becomes my reality

never to walk the same direction as once before

those words erased from my mind

my vocabulary..and yet they sit stored

in a filing cabinet

in the back of a black room

no windows

nor doors of any sort

no openings for light

or way to escape

no power to be generated

the pilot is out

never to return

the memories filed away

where forever they shall stay

not to come out

must remain strong and stout

believe in one's self

and thou shall be rewarded

fall and thyself shall be destroyed

put up no fight

or thy fate shall endure

great pain and loss

so.. what's the point?

does anyone know?

i think not but will

imagine anyways.

love: forever a mystery

forever unsolved

with no hope of resolvement

subject lost to everyday thought

lost in a depth of untraveled terrain

the fight for a lost cause

which was given up ages ago

never to be won

indecisive people

the cause of one's frustration

and torment

LOVE... a meaningless word

with never-ending synonyms

never set "in stone"opinion-filled, fact-less word..

which can defined as

infinite possibilities

and yet nothing at all

discouraging chain of events

leads down dead-end road

of one's choice..the choice that is never chosen

and yet inevitable

Love is an everlasting ember of hatred
and yet sought out by everyone among us..
why?
riddle me that?

its my only request.

The end, a new beginning.

2008-12-30T23:19:00.000-08:00

the end.. a new beginning..

cutting

slashing

ripping through.
razor

skin

yes..blood too.
emotion

pain

love

heartbreak

life

death

everything you have

all at stake
blood drains down

upon the blade

down the sink

and begins to fade
its over

im done

"are you happy?!"

"..wasn't that fun?"
no.

its not.

its a false illusion

it was not a mistake

but a wrong conclusion
have to stop it

before it takes over..

again..

i have to..

yes..

its addiction
you know this..

it will get so bad

until it is meaningless pain

and then what..

go insane again..?
one day cutting

next its drugs
so stop it now

before its too late

drop the drugs

put down your blade..
get a life

start over

go out..

have fun.
never return

to this

horrid addiction.

This..

this was about me.

Like I said in a previous post, I have had many problems.

I'm super glad that I myslef can say, without a bad consciende chiming in, that I am clean.

Stop, and rethink it.

2008-12-30T23:14:00.000-08:00

you scare me

please..

don't hit me again

don't call me names

or neglect

just..try to re-begin

start all over

it's a whole other chance

its a new type of dance..

listen to the rhythm

it doesn't have to rhyme.

just do it.

not when i say

or someone else says

do it on your own time..

not on me or you

or someother helpless victim

but..

kick it

lick it

break it

do whatever you like

but think about the consequences..

go for it

splurge

quench your thirst

fulfill the need,

the urge

be different

don't be afraid..

to change

This was written awhile ago as well.

'Twas written as a try at opening someone's eyes to reality.

What love means to me.

2008-12-30T23:12:00.000-08:00

Love is just a word until..
you truly mean it when you say it
until.. you touch and really feel something
until.. you call and actually want to talk
until.. you see them and instantly feel bubbly..
your kiss..it means nothing unless you want it..
your actions..are meaningless unless you commit
you never REALLY love
until you know what love means..

Anout someone who will never know.

2008-12-30T23:01:00.000-08:00

not scared but a bit
i take that back
maybe just a little
okay im terrified
what IS this feeling?
could it be what i think it is?
is it possibly..
no it can't be..
but it has to be..
love..
i know i've just met him
but i'm already sure
i like him..
no wait there's more
he's making me want him
wanting him badly
and i know that he knows
i'm pretty sure he does too..
of course, i could be wrong
i've been wrong before..
so many times..
but, OH how he does me
with that gleam in his eye
the smile on his face
the hint in his tone
the shortening of space
with every step, every word
every smile,
hell.. everything he does
i always want more.
does he know what he's doing?
how much i desire?
how much.. he already has me..?
his actions say one thing
words say another
i wonder.. should i go further
should i even bother
i know..i want to
is it the right thing to do?
am i leading myself on..?
possibly traveling the wrong path..
all i know is..
i've got it bad..
i think i love him.

I wrote this... FOREVER ago.
the first day of band camp
when he arrived.
It was like I instantly knew
and I couldn't get over it untill recently :]
I have a new love :]
and I am sooooooo happy.
For once, I feel free.
You know?
Tis amazing.
The sensation of being with the one you love,
neing so close you can fell their breath.
ah...
But yes, I love to write poetry.
So be sure to comment and let me kno w what you think.

THANKS!
love you all,
Jarebear

PEACE.

A little more about me.

2008-12-30T22:34:00.000-08:00

Okay one about me :) I'm pretty much BIG into ToWriteLoveOnHerArms, which is a non-profit organization to prevent teenage suicide and to get help for those who need it. That used to be me. I'm a walking, talking, everyday human being. I have problems. But on brighter terms. I'M CLEAN :) YIPPEEEEEE. Hahaha. <3
So spread the word. The word is love :)
ilovendj. :)

PIANO PROJECT DILEMMA. =\

2008-12-30T22:09:00.000-08:00

Okay,

So I was assigned a project, me and my friend CHOSE to make a piano.

Bahahaha.

We screwed ourselves. XP This is what it looks like. We've come across a problem though. Our wood is splitting and our screws are splitting. :( EEK! What should we do?

JAREBEAR + MIRDANDY

that's us. :]

Jack.

2008-12-30T14:05:00.001-08:00

Jack attack!

This is my dog.

My dog is amazing.

We are like best buds.

I try to take him everywhere I can

and

if I can't

well,
sometimes I just don't go. :]

He's three and a half.

Full-blooded dachshund.

My love.

He has a sky blue eye and a dark brown one.

He has spots on his head and the softest ears.

He loves my aunt's[FiberDeviant] dog, Jubal.

oooooooooooooo

they think they are bad. XD

He loves to wear the sweaters my aunt[FiberDevaint] makes him.

We howl at the passing sirens together. :]

Definitely a keeper.

I love him so much!

A week with my cousins.

2008-12-30T12:41:00.001-08:00

day one.

Day one: we went to the mall, made fun of each other, fought[not really], and went to see the lights at Hollywild.

Day Two

Day two: woke up and at breakfast at this amazing Colombian restarant[Cositas Ricas], came home and chilled, vidoe games, blogs, etc, then we went to see Seven Pounds.[personal rating=10 out of 10, Julie=8 + Jordan=7]

Day three.

Me, Julie, Jordan, Aunt Joanna, Uncle Bill, Jack and Jubal all headed down to Downtown Greenville to wander around aimlessly amongst the harshly cold temperatures and later moved out to Downtown Easley to pursue a Happy New Years festival. :]

BRRRRRRR.

That's right, we're cool!

+Jared[me]

+Julie[JulieIsWoah]

+Jordan

-three muskateers

-cousins

-friends

*We go together,

like rama lama lama ka dinga da dinga dong,

remembered forever

as shoobop sha wadda wadda yippity boom de boom.

Chang chang changitty chang shoobop,

that's the way it should be,

wha oooh, yeah!

We're one of a kind,

like dip dadip dadip doowop da doobee doo,

our names are signed

boogedy boogedy boogedy boogedy shooby doowop shebop.

Chang chang changitty chang shoobop,

we'll always be like one,

one, one, one, one!

When we go out at night,

and stars are shinin' bright

up in the skies above,

or at the high school dance,

where you can find romance,

maybe it might be love.

rama lama lama ka dinga da dinga dongs

hoobop sha wadda wadda yippity boom de boom

chang chang changitty chang shoobop

dip dadip dadip doowop da doobee doo

boogedy boogedy boogedy boogedy shooby doowop shebop

shada sha wadda wadda yippity boom de boom

rama lama lama ka dinga da dinga dong

shoobop sha wadda wadda yippity boom de boom

chang chang changitty chang shoobop

dip dadip dadip doowop da doobee doo

boogedy boogedy boogedy boogedy shooby doowop shebop

shada sha wadda wadda yippity boom de boom

a wop baba doo da a wop bam boom

We're for eachother like a wop baba lumop and wop bam boom

Just like my brother is sha na na na na na yippity dip deboom

Chang chang ah chang-itty chang shoo bop

We'll always be together waoo yeah!

We'll always, be together*

"Families are like fudge - mostly sweet with a few nuts." ~Author Unknown

WE'RE THE NUTS! :]

I love them to death.

Hahaha, literally. 0_o

We fight non-stop,

but I would do anything for them.

We're pretty tight, I guess.

I trust them with my life.

Well,

that's my first blog.

WHAD'YA THINK?