The end, a new beginning.

the end.. a new beginning..

cutting

slashing

ripping through.
razor

skin

yes..blood too.
emotion

pain

love

heartbreak

life

death

everything you have

all at stake
blood drains down

upon the blade

down the sink

and begins to fade
its over

im done

"are you happy?!"

"..wasn't that fun?"
no.

its not.

its a false illusion

it was not a mistake

but a wrong conclusion
have to stop it

before it takes over..

again..

i have to..

yes..

its addiction
you know this..

it will get so bad

until it is meaningless pain

and then what..

go insane again..?
one day cutting

next its drugs
so stop it now

before its too late

drop the drugs

put down your blade..
get a life

start over

go out..

have fun.
never return

to this

horrid addiction.

This..

this was about me.

Like I said in a previous post, I have had many problems.

I'm super glad that I myslef can say, without a bad consciende chiming in, that I am clean.