A poem entitled simply put, You

as i gaze into the very eyes

impossible thoughts penetrate my wall

my wall built to keep it out

keep me out... keep you out

bleeding on the inside

wound-less on the surface

torn to shreds with no evidence

no scars, marks or reasons to believe

no urge to continue

and yet i must

for a dying cause or is it lost

to you, to me..to the outside world looking in

my mind still wanting

i try to shut it out

but you always seep back through

all the way to the core

ow.. it makes me sore.

the bitterness, the pain

your face... your presence

i love those lips and hair

your inside and out

but forever mine you are not

an emptiness with no hope of content

a bottomless pit of thorns

and yet a hint of sunshine

dull but true

yes.. its you.

even though you are gone

you're here, with me.

the feeling i crave

the need to behave

before insanity becomes my reality

never to walk the same direction as once before

those words erased from my mind

my vocabulary..and yet they sit stored

in a filing cabinet

in the back of a black room

no windows

nor doors of any sort

no openings for light

or way to escape

no power to be generated

the pilot is out

never to return

the memories filed away

where forever they shall stay

not to come out

must remain strong and stout

believe in one's self

and thou shall be rewarded

fall and thyself shall be destroyed

put up no fight

or thy fate shall endure

great pain and loss

so.. what's the point?

does anyone know?

i think not but will

imagine anyways.

love: forever a mystery

forever unsolved

with no hope of resolvement

subject lost to everyday thought

lost in a depth of untraveled terrain

the fight for a lost cause

which was given up ages ago

never to be won

indecisive people

the cause of one's frustration

and torment

LOVE... a meaningless word

with never-ending synonyms

never set "in stone"opinion-filled, fact-less word..

which can defined as

infinite possibilities

and yet nothing at all

discouraging chain of events

leads down dead-end road

of one's choice..the choice that is never chosen

and yet inevitable

Love is an everlasting ember of hatred
and yet sought out by everyone among us..
why?
riddle me that?

its my only request.